The final countdown

Hi everyone! I maybe should start by apologising for not writing any blog posts since October last year! But I won't, as to be honest, not only did I become a lot more busy with my own wedding planning and my full time job, but I also fell out with my blog for a while, and anything wedding related to be perfectly honest.

It's no secret to anyone who knows me, that I well and truly freaked out when it turned 2016 - the year of my wedding, and also when I turned 25. A spell of fear come over me that my wedding was actually happening, soon, after two years of telling myself it was ages away. It all of a sudden hit me that I was getting old(!) and my life was going to change. I would even go as far to say it depressed me for a couple of months. I certainly wasn't myself anyway.

On a brighter note, I soon snapped myself out of that and realised that really, nothing would have to change after being married - apart from my name, which I have even come to terms with now. Me and Paul would still be the same, insane people we always have been, partying most weekends and doing whatever the f*ck we want. Most of all, I knew I really wanted to spend the rest of my life with Paul, and isn't that what it's all about?

Writing this now, there's less than 3 days left on my wedding count down and I'm an absolute bag of nerves and other emotions, I'm getting butterflies whenever I stop to think about how soon I will be in my wedding dress, walking down the aisle to Paul in front of all my friends and family - witnessing our two and a half years of planning come to life.

I'm desperately trying not to stress, even though there's nothing left on my to-do list, and I've pretty much organised everything down to a T. I've had my hair trial, I've been practicing my makeup, had my final dress fitting, prepped the bridesmaids, had our pre-wedding photo shoot (watch this space for more on that by the way). Everything has fallen in to place and now the countdown really is on!

My plans for the next couple of days now include lots of pampering, treats and early nights. See you on the other side, world! x